Raven Tracer
@tracer
Raven Tracer
@tracer
These glimpses are fleeting, and they fade as quickly as they come into view. Sometimes, in the distance between these moments, we are given to wonder if we made it all up. As life begins to fill with losses and disappointments, missed yardsticks of progress, and endless responsibilities, years and even decades can evaporate without so much as a
... See moreSometimes there are times in our lives of incredible intensity, of crazy love or change or unbelievable grief, and then also there are fallow years where little happens, years you barely notice in their passing. And I think maybe the book is not just about intensity but about the space around it too, like the space it leaves in its passing and the
... See moreLike an emissary from somewhere outside clock time, it has populated my mind with questions of porousness and response, of inside and outside, of potentiality and imminence.
Are you not the rootless one? Are you not he, mesmerized by being, who cannot choose?
It is really a question of letting the phenemenon declare itself, and be seen or heard.
(21/11/2025)
Pre-winter morning, the heat of the radiator, the fluorescent lights in the classroom, the acuity of a sudden presence to oneself…a spot of time, then diffused.
What I am trying to get at with all these entries is pure and original way of expressing, of curating pure emergence that does not lapse into the duality of discourse, but, koan-like, shines its meaning as it is beheld. One too many syllables means disruption.
You have an inchoate, inarticulate, groping feeling that there is something else, something more, something that may be scary but may also be beautiful.