Write
I want to write again.
Write
I want to write again.
When I watch a Miyazaki film I can’t help but think about his attunement to the world, the presence it requires to transmute the real world into a fantastical one. That’s the interesting contradiction of writers and artists, I suppose: alienation is a necessity, but so is participation. The point of getting better is to be more in the world.
It reminds me of writing and how I wake up week after week and get stuck on the blank page again and again. How I always despair that I have no more good ideas and, even if I did, not enough eloquence to convey said ideas. But I love it still. I love how writing brings everything to the surface, how it generates and absorbs my attention. How it tap
... See moreWould this craft help me be more mindful and worry about the concept of time less?
I started writing at seven years old, after my step-dad showed me one of his stories for the first time. I don’t know if the intimacy of the act struck me as something special, or if it just introduced me to the idea that I can make my own books—like the ones I read all the time. After that, ideas would strike my mind and awaken something in my sou
... See moreThis is how it works: You’ve always wanted to be a writer, but instead you decide you should become a health care worker. You go to school for four years. You get a degree in social work. You are at your first day of your new job, listening to an orientation, and you realize you really did want to be a writer. You quit your job, go to the library w
... See moreThis feels similar to the path I’m taking as a writer, and that’s why I want to change. I want to stick with writing now, even when it gets hard, while I’m still young.