Morning Pages

My hand hurts. This isn’t even halfway through. I like it though. I like getting connected with me. I am on the journey to get back the distance that I lost from myself. As we step into other people’s opinions and world views, ours take a step back. This is an important part of learning and being open minded. You need to be able to quiet your own

I will remain thankful for my heart and my humanity, even when it feels confusing and contradictory.

I get nervous planning these things so far ahead with my boyfriend. Like I cannot predict the future. I have no idea if he has plans to dump me in the next two months. What if there becomes a reason to leave him? How do I know he will be here? I don’t. I can’t/ There are things we cannot know. But I will put my trust into him, and into me, and into