life's a mystery

And I thought about how funny these tiny coincidences are, threaded through our lives, through even our most inconsequential decisions. And I thought that maybe I am not yet done with intensity, or it might not be done with me. I thought about the joy both of lush greenery, and of being held through the strange and lonely dark.

Anything worth preserving will carry over incidentally, and has, and the rest will fade away, making room for more.

There has also been so much unforeseen beauty when I embrace the path of lesser resistance and remain curious and engaged with the world around me rather than feeling guilty I can’t seem to conjure my former decisiveness the majority of self-help advice favours. Maybe living with the end of the story in mind inhibits us from really experiencing lif... See more