Homework for life

9.19.25 - Gouda peeing in my buildings lobby bc she was scared of the bike

9.30.25

Shore house coffee shop being closed and not even realizing that it’s almost October and no summer didn’t “just” end

People smiling at me while I’m walking the dogs and one saying they are well trained

9.29.25

Went to a new car dealership for the first one and MAN was it a trip - extremely disregulating and so much pressure and not taking no for an answer and using the tactics of pressure and urgency and it was so slimyyyyy

10.2.25

Preparing to backpack for the weekend and just what a mental task it can be but also so rewarding

Thinking about having a birthday on a sat in your 20s vs in your 30s

Spent all day thinking about funny reels and maybe comedy creator is something I want? Or want to explore and it doesn’t have to be this skill and business that I’ve boxed

9.22.25

1. Seeing Dustin while biking with Gouda in the AM

2. Finally working up the energy to walk to the library to print a return label to send back and package to only find that the library unexpectedly closed at 4pm and I showed up at 3:57 - then walked to post office unsure if they will be able to print the return label and there is a huge line

3. Cuttin

9.26,25

Thoughts and gratitude I have while playing fetch with Gouda and I’m feeling so at peace and happy

I’m so fucking grateful for this life and I don’t need to tell or explain or coach this to anyone I just need to show and they will follow I show through my life and dogs

I can’t believe I even get to do this with her I never thought it would

9.25.25

Car died outside clients house

Mechanic was a CHARACTER- old Greek guy who kept telling me the thibgs were wrong right after I had just already told him what were wrong

Way less walking today - wayyyyy more anxious and spiraling

Client offered to let me borrow their car 🥺

8.1.25- first day as a professional dog trainer! Benny is my first dog in my pack and he hasn’t worked with anyone else before she he is all me

9.28.25

Went for a run/walk with Gouda