Do it!

It doesn’t make sense to continue wanting something if you’re not willing to do what it takes to get it. If you don’t want to live the lifestyle, then release yourself from the desire. To crave the result but not the process, is to guarantee disappointment.

@nickcammarata I saw someone once say “the easiest way to stop procrastinating is to pretend you’re an NPC who has no choice” and it’s dumb as all hell but also works for me

But also, that if you want to live again, you really have to let yourself die.