Alison Hughes

🃏 Card 9: “The Light Fades Blue”

Keywords: Stillness, departure, final reflection
Fool Aspect: The moment after the last page
Summary: The Fool has finished her walk—not with resolution, but with the kind of truth that quiets the soul. A dim light, not bright, but real.
Pull quote: “Let me just be in the ground. Let me just lie in the ground and go to

🃏 Card 8: “The End of Pretending”

Keywords: Radical honesty, resignation, death as gravity
Fool Aspect: The full-circle return: Fool becomes Crone
Summary: In the book’s final passages, Didion no longer tries to disguise her pain. She is unadorned. The Fool now carries no hope of flight—only memory, and the strange clarity of waiting to die.
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🃏 Card 7: “Grief as Collapse”

Keywords: Shattering, involuntary surrender, spiritual fallout
Fool Aspect: The leap that was never leapt—only the fall
Summary: Didion stops intellectualizing and fully collapses into the weight of her sorrow. Here, the Fool isn’t playful, naïve, or seeking. She is broken, but still present.
Pull quote: “When we talk abo

🃏 Card 6: “The Diagnosis”

Keywords: Fragility, mortality, decline
Fool Aspect: The Fool meets the body
Summary: Didion’s own illness becomes a parallel narrative. The Fool, once buoyed by strength, now staggers. This is the moment the dreamer recognizes her vessel is finite.
Pull quote: “What if I can’t even put together the pieces of who I was?”

🃏 Card 5: “What Remains”

Keywords: Emptiness, spiritual debris, echo
Fool Aspect: The Fool walks alone now—no dog, no bag, no sun
Summary: As Joan lists what is left—rooms, photos, a rosary—she begins to realize even these cannot anchor her. This is the Fool stripped of symbols, wandering without ritual.
Pull quote: “You are not the person you were.”