Gaia Bachar
@firestarter
Gaia Bachar
@firestarter
My mind is an evil place. It’s almost abusive. Some days it calm, nothing clouding it. All my thoughts are in order, everything makes sense and I’m in charge of everything.
Other days it’s chaos. Thoughts punching through every form of logic I can muster. Forcing me down into a box, painting the walls with images and words I cannot escape.
During the Covid pandemic, Pete and I spoke by phone. In the beginning, I made the mistake of trying to advise him about how he could lift his depression. He had earlier gone to Vietnam to perform eye surgeries for those who were too poor to afford them. I told him he should do that again, since he found it so tremendously rewarding. I did not
... See moreI always come back to the thought that we as women get crushes, feel this limerence, get obsessed when we don’t have enough creative outlets.
My favorite podcast wild geese said “a crush will take you places you wouldn’t go with a gun” and I think about that once a week at least.
So how do I get out of that state of being. How do I get rid of my
... See moreKeep your distance from people who've made being wronged their identity. They're not looking for solutions, they're recruiting.
Never in my life has a video put into words something I have struggled to define for years…
The aggravating feeling of healing..