Olivia Caruso

Hell and Divinity is a feeling

things can feel hellish. a wonderful bite of food can feel divine. ive always thought of these concepts as places but cant a feeling be a place? somewhere that you travel to and arrive at.

my personal ruminations

#theoverstory #equanimity #grief

i feel a strange tranquility now. maybe the tranquility was numbness orstunnedness. hell is a feeling and its the feeling of being perceived. of wut i think they think abt me and inescapably feeling defined by it. i was scared to ride a lime scooter. was a woman of the 19th century scared to ri

The Quilters- Netflix

Here are my thoughts on this short documentary.

Im a few minutes in. The care and detail that the people have is amazing. I don’t know how to reference the people who are in the movie but they are prisoners at level 5 security prison. They quilt. They care about the craft of quilting. And it’s so much math! The dimensions of qui

Story of Your Life- Ted Chiang Thoughts

it has been a few days since i read this but maybe thats better to gwt a somewhat lasting impression of my thoughts of it. what sticks out most is its relation to my thoughts on time and how humans perceive it. how we look at it like a chronological timeline but whos to say it exists like that? when we exist i