WTF is... "I"
ali defines consciousness as the ability to use language to discern between pleasure and pain
There is simply everything arising as it does and being known as it is in the condition of consciousness. You are not at the edge or in the middle of it, you are identical to it
Negative capability (Keats, 1899) was coined by the Romantic poet John Keats in a 1817 letter penned over 200 years ago wherein it was described as a desired state of consciousness in which someone "is capable of being in uncertainties, mysteries, doubts without any irritable reaching after facts and reason"
Night of Nov 5… is m into e? The uncertain space that put me in
This time in life — 20s, college, whatever — feels like a fragile one, where the choices i make Really Matter, and where a lot of what I like about myself is still performative/logic-driven/an-imitation-of-others/conscious. I need help affirming + cementing how i act until it becomes instinct + impulse, and I need help clearing away the
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Everything That Turned Out Well in My Life Followed the Same Design Process
Henrik Karlssonhenrikkarlsson.xyzeasy way to understand the self is an illusion: the self is a process and the inly stable thing is the consciousness that witnesses that process