Written by me

Hyper Vigilance

Sometimes I feel like I am always on alert, like my mind refuses to rest. Every sound, movement, or change feels like a warning that something might go wrong. It is not that I want to live like this, it is that my body has learned to survive by expecting everything before it happens.Hypervigilance feels like both protection and

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Very aware of the fact that I'm actively choosing not to question religion for myself because I know that it will inevitably lead to me leaving it altogether, so I remain stuck in this permanent state of cognitive dissonance,ultimately being the reason to why i haven't been able grow in my faith and probably won't ever, as l'd rather choose to

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