Self love

Who do I need to be right now to go out and do the things I want to do today?

What do I need to do to go put on those beings?

I need to do ritual

Who do I need to be to do ritual

I need to disciplined

What do I need to do that

I need to see this requirement of my day as a promise to myself. I need to be respectful of Siara. I need to see the stakes clearly. If I do and if I don’t.

Is it hard to love yourself or is it hard to dislike yourself?

You can’t make yourself respect someone who doesn’t behave respectably, including you. You can’t trick yourself into having high self esteem.