Existential
Lonelinesses
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George Orwell once said: The most terrible loneliness is not the kind that comes from being alone, but the kind that comes from being misunderstood; the loneliness of standing in a crowded room, surrounded by people who do not see you, who do not hear you, who do not know the true essence of who you are. And in that loneliness, you feel as though
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I’m finally dressed, and ready to head out, rushing to pick up a bouquet, to go with my hand written, wax sealed letter. An old friend of mine was getting
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Sasha Chapinsashachapin.substack.comHad I wanted so desperately to be special, to have a purpose, to recover from the shame of not being able to keep pace with the corporate world that I had somehow fabricated the entire thing? And how would I ever be able to tell for sure? If we are all just hallucinating this reality around us, how could we ever really know what is true and real
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