Dopamine Seeking
the positive sensation that we get from dopamine is worth the negative effects from bad habits
Dopamine Seeking
‘Wouldn’t you rather be masturbating?’ ‘Wouldn’t you rather be overwhelmed?’ And the answer is always, always yes, yes. I turn my headphones up till it hurts, act like a dick to a random woman just doing her job. Because it feels different than nothing. Which is all sobriety is. Nothing. Nothing in every direction.
Martyr by Kaveh Akbar