do you ever just want to
eat someone
pick at their brain
grab a chunk of them
know them to a deep level
see their soul and have them see yours
i want to know people and be known
so deeply
at my core i want to find out about people and understand
why i have always loved and tried to understand and why characters mean so much to me
why are people like this, what're you fighting for?
i'd die a happy woman if i could understand and help you
because so many people now adays live day-to-day without examining a bit of their innerself
thus their actions come out unrefined and mean, and they haven't an idea why
i know it's not altruistic when i say i want to understand them and help them come to terms with themselves
because i simply cannot stand a perosn who doesn't know why they're on the earth
but i think we should all have thought a bit about ourselves and where we sit in the universe
why do i believe in this? why do i act like that?
what do i love? what do i care about?
we should all invest time into learning about ourselves
and about others
the greatest power in the world is to know onesself
once your self is strenghtend, nothing can penetrate it
not even from the inside
thus, i want to learn about people
who are you, under everything, who are you?
if that's anything
maybe a point where i can penetrate
because it's human to love and be known and know others
what are we but a community of beasts trying to die fulfilled

copied from a discord rant in vanishing point