I have to leave the house in almost exactly five hours. I have things I should do, things I could do and things I like to do. But all I am capable of is laying in complete silence on the couch, just staring at the wall.
Edit/update: I made it, I had a very nice dinner with my girlfriend. I spent the waiting time on... See more
Noffenassreddit.comI hate “waiting mode”
I call it battery saver mode to help reframe it. My mind and body know they will have to likely be on/mask when waiting mode ends so I think of it like charging your phone before going out, only it’s charging my mind and body. It helps me accept the state instead of fighting it, and now I just plan on waiting mode to happen and allow myself to zone... See more