I don’t want to feel like an afterthought.

But I really enjoyed meeting this men and I had a great time with him.

I want to believe that we can have more great times. But I know myself. I am gonna want more. I already want more. I am going to invest a lot of energy thinking about him and us.

I am going to wonder what could have been. I am going to put

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To me, the fantasy elements of sexuality can be more real than the physical. Rachel is so attuned to her body, but she's so afraid of her body. I think to be divorced from hunger, you have to divorce yourself from sexuality. You know? To turn off hunger, you gotta turn off all hunger. It's all interconnected, right? So, to turn off hunger, you're

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