On feeling different every day
This blog is a space for dreaming
I woke up angry today. As I got dressed, put on makeup, and took my dog to the park, I tried to puzzle through why. Then I cleared my mind and stayed with the feeling until it shifted, clicked. Turns out that I was mostly frustrated at myself. But as anyone who knows me understands, I find it very easy to forgive
... See moreHere we go again. Crying, for the fourth time today, I felt small. My boyfriend looked at me, clearly stable and well, and I felt even smaller. It was hot in my sweatshirt, the one he’d gifted to me. My skin prickled from the inside out. It was 4PM and I’d only eaten a slice of pumpkin bread and half a box of uncooked ravioli. I couldn’t decide
... See moreme of the now
running clubs
active wear
garmin or apple watch
need to send this email
email sits in drafts for days
never sends the email
talks to them in person
schedule sending emails to clients so they think i have a balanced life
cries 1-5 times a day
repeat?