
My Dream is Not a Baby

Feeling lost and free, I started thinking about my in-between time not as a dead end to escape, but as a space worth exploring. And with that mindset, I quickly became reacquainted with an old friend and ally: curiosity.
Anne-Laure Le Cunff • Tiny Experiments: How to Live Freely in a Goal-Obsessed World
In a world filled with countless narratives on what it means to succeed, I find it hard tending to my own voice.
Nearly a month in after my graduation, my 21st birthday celebration - all these silent markers indicate the end of a teenage life and the start of young adulthood. It’s not that the shift is necessarily profound. Yet, the slight change
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AUG 19, 2025
My mom’s face lights up whenever she gets to tell people that I was playing chess and reading Russian books as a 4 year old (to what level, we will never know) and I always joke that my kid self was smarter than my current self. I can’t read Russian anymore... See more
what am I gonna do with my life?
why certainty is a moving target
XENIA
AUG 19, 2025
My mom’s face lights up whenever she gets to tell people that I was playing chess and reading Russian books as a 4 year old (to what level, we will never know) and I always joke that my kid self was smarter than my current self. I can’t read Russian anymore... See more