“but on other days, it feels like i’ve betrayed myself. like i gave up on something that once lit me up. and the worst part? i didn’t even TRY.”

lazy ambitious. the worst kind of stuck.

Shrinidhi Iyer

Jun 07, 2025

# Do you know that feeling?

“ngiyak’cela mina kunini ngik’zama kodw’ang’thol’ukuth’ukhona”

direct translation - im begging you, i’ve looking for it but i cant find it

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Have you ever felt like you really need something, or as an example you’ve seen that humans are only 20% of their brain power and you wanna become part of the 100%, so you sit around

https://open.substack.com/pub/notreni/p/nada-de-lo-que-hago-es-suficiente?utm_source=share&utm_medium=android&r=6d5uuz

Self worth tied to grades

me of the now

• running clubs

• active wear

• garmin or apple watch

• need to send this email

• email sits in drafts for days

• never sends the email

• talks to them in person

• schedule sending emails to clients so they think i have a balanced life

• cries 1-5 times a day

repeat?