Consequences
I am convinced that some people are driven to addictions to quiet their constant inner critic, but it only gives them another thing to hate about themselves. What a vicious cycle! Moral scrutiny is not to discover how good or bad we are and regain some moral high ground, but to begin some honest “shadowboxing” which is at the heart of all spiritual... See more

because there seems to be interest lately, an old essay about my 15 years of prescription and the fallout:
IDENTITY UNDER ADDERALL
I took psychoactive drugs, mostly prescription amphetamines, from about the time I came into memory, age 8, to the point of near-total mental and physical... See more
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