Blue Truth: A Spiritual Guide to Life & Death and Love & Sex

Some moments are easier than others. Sometimes you don’t want to open. You may prefer to chew on closure, to perseverate on possibility, to convolute in emotion. These moments are unfulfilling but habitual. Sometimes it seems you can’t help but writhe in the folds of your own tension.

The feminine in you is enmeshed in the drama of love and unlove. Day by day, year by year, the feminine feels, “I’m loved, not loved, loved, not loved, loved, not loved...” as if the entire world revolved around your emotional fulfillment. As if you could wait out the bad times, and then great intimacy will become possible. As if your lover…

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The open expression of who you really are is the only thing that will free you from the stress of feeling incomplete. In truth, you are what you want.

There may be moments of palpable glory, brief openings through which magnificence effulges without curtail, but mainly your life is a tragic almost-there of unfulfilled longing and partial gestures of tense effort.

You would rather be a closed someone with a personal life of pain and pleasure than openness alive as all beings and things.

Feel your terror of completely letting go, just as you are, right now. While feeling this essential…

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Eventually, however, if you continue to grow, your desire to transform negative emotions into positive ones begins to feel false. Your need to feel good about yourself begins to be a burden. Your need to feel successful, lovable, and…

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Openness is bliss, though not the giddy kind of bliss you feel when someone tickles you. When you feel anything, you are open as feeling. Openness is who you are, your most fundamental feeling of being.

Anger, sadness, fear—when you allow yourself to fully feel and open as all of your emotions, then your heart can find expression through all of love’s textures. Some moments may feel calm and harmonious, but others may feel fitful and wild, chaotic and hot, or painfully raw. All textures open as love.

Feeling into a computer day after day can de-vitalize you.