
Saved by Lael Johnson and
Alcoholics Anonymous, 4th Edition
Saved by Lael Johnson and
And we have ceased fighting anything or anyone—even alcohol. For by this time sanity will have returned.
That man took me through the steps in a loving, gentle way that for the remainder of my life I will be grateful for. He taught me to look inward at my soul, to welcome a Higher Power into my life, and to reach out to others. He taught me how to look into a mirror and to like, and even respect, the man who looked back at me.
A.A. has taught me that I will have peace of mind in exact proportion to the peace of mind I bring into the lives of other people, and it has taught me the true meaning of the admonition “happy are ye who know these things and do them.”
I would not only find a way to live without having a drink, but that I would find a way to live without wanting to drink, if I would do these simple things.
I caught the word resentment. He said, in effect: “If you have a resentment you want to be free of, if you will pray for the person or the thing that you resent, you will be free. If you will ask in prayer for everything you want for yourself to be given to them, you will be free. Ask for their health, their prosperity, their happiness, and you wil
... See moreWillingness, honesty and open mindedness are the essentials of recovery. But these are indispensable.
We went straight out drinking, and I picked up right where I left off. Always the object was to go out and “get wasted.” Though I sometimes had trouble holding my liquor, I was willing to try harder. I felt the key to successful drinking was the same as it is in musicianship—practice, practice, practice.
I realize now that this phase of my development had been arrested by my obsession with self, and my egocentricity had reached such proportions that adjustment to anything outside my personal control was impossible for me. I was immersed in self-pity and resentment, and the only people who would support this attitude or who I felt understood me at a
... See moreWe agreed we were drinking too much. We tried the switch technique, the time control schedule, the drink-only-on-weekends ploy.