Sublime

And then as for the idea of girding herself once again and venturing out there into the emotionally Hobbesian meat market of the “dating scene” and trying once again to find and establish any healthy, caring, functional connections with men, whether in a physically intimate partner-relationship or even just as close and supportive friends—at this j

Depression, he said, was a “malfunction of the instrument we use to determine reality.” Then he talked about the lying voices that had taken up residence in his mind, spewing out their vicious clichés: You are a burden to your friends, you have no future, no one would miss you.

I remember the doctor who said that on a suicidal-ideation scale from one to ten, I was a two — and I remember that a brief disappointment ran through me. He was right, but I wished he had assessed me as just a little more suicidal.

In some cases, the crash may result in an unexpected episode of clinical depression that stands in stark contrast to a messy perfectionist’s normally upbeat, energetic outlook—very scary for her and those closest to her.

activated depression

Lack of emotional resilience Inability to form meaningful connections Issues with concentration