Kirsten

‘Sometimes a scream is better than a thesis’

Ralph Waldo Emerson (apparently)

The fact that for a second we think robots could replace us shows how little we value who or what we are and where we came from. Our lives, the journey of being here.

They might replace us but because we put them in place of us, that's it. We are creating ourselves away by not realising where creativity actually comes from. Not from us but through

People not understanding what I am saying. Not because it is so advanced, often I think it is stuff that is very everyday or simple, but seems people want to use words they agreed on for specific contexts and I feel I don't want to use those words necessarily, because I never necessarily agreed on them or the meaning they have for the other person.

My creative self cares more about being in the process of creation rather than what has been made and what I might still make. Those are other parts of me but the creator in me is excited about just that. Creating.

My fear was often that I am ignorant because of what I don't know. I actively spent energy resisting certain information from becoming something that I know. I pushed it away and there was a fear that this was some kind of laziness. It was definitely meant to save energy. And that energy was often used on staying in the unknowing, holding tension