Kirsten

People not understanding what I am saying. Not because it is so advanced, often I think it is stuff that is very everyday or simple, but seems people want to use words they agreed on for specific contexts and I feel I don't want to use those words necessarily, because I never necessarily agreed on them or the meaning they have for the other person.

Thick book with title: All the abnormal things we due to try and seem normal

It’s weird being loved in so many different ways at the same time. As if love was something you pin down. As if the one thing we are after is a ‘one thing’. As if that would close the case when everything wants to open. Ha, as if.

Explore trusting fictional or poetic writing more. I feel I am conditioned to write in this scientific or logical way….

How can I say what I mean clearly but trust that the message is there without explaining it

Do I want to be told by AI what to write or do I want to hold onto one of the sparks created by my body hurtling through the void?

The power of what we secretly want

Do we secretly want to be rich?

Or do we secretly want to lie in the grass with the sun on our face?

Do we think that for us to ever do the second without anxiety we have to have the first.