Ideas I want to write about
somehow I miss my mom the most when it’s 4.13 pm on a Thursday and I’m making myself an afternoon coffee, knowing she is probably doing the same thing, eating some self baked cake that I don’t have. Sitting in our living room in the house I grew up in, watching TV or reading a book. Knowing that if I were there we would talk about everything and
... See morehow did I get here?
but I still haven’t found what I was looking for
the concept of time
self-efficacy - Albert Bandura
Selbstwirksamkeit
nur wenn ich glaube, ich kann etwas schaffen, dann schaffe ich das auch.
it das die Lösung für einen Job, ist das warum ich bis jetzt größtenteils alles erreicht habe was ich wollte, weil ich selbst an mich glaube? ist das der Grund warum ich bestimmte Sachen nicht gemacht habe, obwohl ich es gerne
... See moreresonanz
Hartmund rosa: “Freunde wirken daher just dann oft als Resonanzkatalysatoren, wenn sich in unseren dominanten weltbeziehungen, den Sphären der Familie und der Berufes, alles zu verhärten erscheint.
Entfremdung
Thesis: Brauchen Resonanz um uns nicht entfremdet gegenüber der welt zu fühlen, aber immer mehr hobbies?
Unverfügbarkeit macht das
... See morethis pit in my stomach when I think about the beginnings of one direction and where I was back then. how I was only 10-12 and the longing feeling I had back then and if I have disappointed her?
I wish I would’ve known my friend earlier and seen her during her bachelor’s studies, living alone in her student city.
Do I talk more than when I was younger?
I found a letter to my 2020 self from my 2018 self and it made me first of all cringe but also shocked as I didn’t expect to have changed this much. Sometimes it is weird. Where is the line between changing so much but also still remaining yourself. Because I am still myself but I have changed a lot, especially in the last few years which marked
... See moreI am now exactly the age my mom was when she first met and started dating my dad.