how am i alive
Honestly once you realize you’re not in trouble all the time and really no one has power over you, the second half of life begins
hansubstack.comIt seems like the sort of place where you could actually just live life, instead of researching the best way to live your life on the internet before falling asleep in an apartment full of empty Chinese food containers.
Patricia Wants to Cuddle by Samantha Allen
It was in fact the ordinary nature of everything preceding the event that prevented me from truly believing it had happened, absorbing it, incorporating it, getting past it.
The Year of Magical Thinking by Joan Didion