That’s what laziness became for you, your shield, your excuse for not going after what you truly wanted. Deep down, you know that armour is brittle. It cracks every time you remember what it felt like to love something for the sake of loving it, to play, to explore, to believe you were capable of more.

Children shut down their natural desires and instincts to survive the disapproval of their caregivers.”- Psychologist Dr. Dan Siegel