"Even if my expectations are unreasonable I would prefer to keep them"
"Even if my expectations are unreasonable I would prefer to keep them"

im actually just bottlenecked by expressing myself clearly
There is this immense mental cage that people construct, plain to see: The "ideal" place to do something is always one level up from the responsibility you can affect. That way, you're never responsible for it not getting done.
this is an example