Welp.
This definitely explains why I quit cannabis cold turkey out of the blue last month.
Just woke up and was like “I’m good.”
It was my favorite way to escape until I stopped wanting to escape and I wanted to build a world around myself that I don’t need to escape from.
Corderosa Amada Kuglax.comWelp. This definitely explains why I quit cannabis cold turkey out of the blue last month. Just woke up and was like “I’m good.” It was my favorite way to escape until I stopped wanting to escape and I wanted to build a world around myself that I don’t need to escape from.
Last year my mind exploded and now I'm in spiritual puberty again
Sasha Chapinsashachapin.substack.com
"I realized last year that everything I care about, everything that matters the most to me -- my family, my career, my personal and spiritual development, all of my creative endeavors -- all of it is downstream of my ability to break free of my addiction to digital dope."

Recovery as spiritual journey:
First you desperately seek an object to bring you happiness, then, after many face plants, you realize no object can do that, so you stop running and finally face what is, where healing and recovery begin, but then, confronted by your naked wounds without your familiar escape hatch, that too becomes a chase, a far sub... See more
First you desperately seek an object to bring you happiness, then, after many face plants, you realize no object can do that, so you stop running and finally face what is, where healing and recovery begin, but then, confronted by your naked wounds without your familiar escape hatch, that too becomes a chase, a far sub... See more