Lately when I’m working with the photos of my missing friends, it’s as if they are frozen in amber. For long periods of time I forget they’re not on this planet. But the pictures show me how much I’ve lost; the people who knew me the best, the people who carried my history, the people I grew up with and I was planning to get old with are gone. They took my memory with them. The pictures in the Ballad haven’t changed. But Cookie is dead. David is dead. Greer is dead. Kenny is dead. I talk to them all the time, but they don’t talk back anymore. Mourning doesn’t end, it continues and it transmutes. This book is now a volume of loss, as well as a ballad of love.”