The Neptune Project

I’m just beginning to understand what a hard job you had.

A heavy weight settles on my shoulders. Is this how Kyel felt every day? I still believe that they are making a huge mistake, but I have to honor the promise I made to Kyel. :All right, I’ll do it,: I say numbly. :I know I have to make the hard decisions, and in emergency situations, you have to follow my orders. But I also want to hear your sugges

You’ll make some mistakes, but you’ll do a good job.

:Well, I meant what I said about the suggestions, especially from you. You’re twice as smart as I am.: Robry snorts at that. :I’m smart enough to know you’re going to make some mistakes, and you’re going to beat yourself up over them.: :I’m counting on you to give me good ideas, and then maybe I won’t make as many mistakes.

:I’m glad I’m here, too,: Robry says. He looks away from me and studies the sea floor beyond our cave. :You know, it’s been harder down here than I thought it would be, but it’s also more beautiful.:

can tell he’s scared, but he’s still doing what needs to be done.

:Then you should have been better prepared for this,: Dai says. :I totally agree with you,: I say, feeling furious all over again at my own parents, :but some of us weren’t, and it’s not our fault.:

:See, that’s part of why you make a good leader. You are aware of each of us in a way that Kyel never was.:

they gave you the job because you were already doing it.: