
Open Water

Or do you dance, even when you don’t know the song?
Caleb Azumah Nelson • Open Water
Sometimes you forget that to be you is to be unseen and unheard, or it is to be seen and heard in ways you did not ask for. Sometimes you forget to be you is to be a Black body, and not much else.
Caleb Azumah Nelson • Open Water
You said to trust is not to fill time, but you would like to say to trust is to fill that time with each other.
Caleb Azumah Nelson • Open Water
Or do you dance, even when you don’t know the song?
Caleb Azumah Nelson • Open Water
Which is to say there was more life in your hands than you expected.
Caleb Azumah Nelson • Open Water
How strange a life you and other Black people lead, forever seen and unseen, forever heard and silenced.
Caleb Azumah Nelson • Open Water
She escapes the frame, until it is just you on the platform, a little breathless, a little ecstatic, a little sad.
Caleb Azumah Nelson • Open Water
If prayer is mostly desire from the inner self, then you’re praying for a safe trip for her.
Caleb Azumah Nelson • Open Water
To be you is to apologize and often that apology comes in the form of suppression.