
Life in the Loop: Essays on OCD

It’s certainly true that meditation practitioners often identify less and less with their thoughts over time. But this tends to be a byproduct of practice; as soon as we start treating it like a prize to be won, it whisps away.
Matt Bieber • Life in the Loop: Essays on OCD
Too tired to get up and make dinner? Why not just stay here and check e-mail on your phone? Or tick off those little tasks you’ve accrued in your ‘Notes’ app?
Matt Bieber • Life in the Loop: Essays on OCD
Dzongsar Khyentse Rinpoche, to be enlightened is to be free of obsessions.
Matt Bieber • Life in the Loop: Essays on OCD
I conceived of that talent as a kind of unblemished possibility, a perfect potential energy that would one day find expression in grand and noble ways.
Matt Bieber • Life in the Loop: Essays on OCD
Within our sangha, many of us joke that we’ve each come to Buddhism after trying everything else.
Matt Bieber • Life in the Loop: Essays on OCD
But over these last few days, I haven’t had the energy to do those sorts of things. And as I’ve considered them, I’ve often felt repelled by the sheer transparency of my strategies, of my desire to do anything but spend time alone. In Buddhist terms, I’ve felt revulsion at the way my mind is constantly grasping after something – something solid, so
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Dorje Khyung Dzhong, a retreat center in a remote area of southern Colorado. DKD
Matt Bieber • Life in the Loop: Essays on OCD
As my thesis advisor, the anthropologist Michael Jackson,
Matt Bieber • Life in the Loop: Essays on OCD
OCD is built on the premise that control is possible, and that there’s someone there