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I Am, I Am, I Am: Seventeen Brushes with Death
It is a story difficult to put into words, this. I never tell it, in fact, or never have before. I told no one at the time, not my friends, not my family: there seemed no way to translate what had happened into grammar and syntax.
from I Am, I Am, I Am: Seventeen Brushes with Death by Maggie O'Farrell
Anna B added 2mo ago
When Alice’s Adventures in Wonderland was read to me and Alice sighs, “Oh, how I long to run away from normal days! I want to run wild with my imagination,” I remember rising up from my pillow and thinking, yes, yes, that’s it exactly.
from I Am, I Am, I Am: Seventeen Brushes with Death by Maggie O'Farrell
Anna B added 2mo ago
Have I allowed myself to be so lulled, so infantilised by the ever-present, always anticipated service of this luxury resort that I have surrendered my free will, my judgement?
from I Am, I Am, I Am: Seventeen Brushes with Death by Maggie O'Farrell
Anna B added 2mo ago
insignificant. I knew, in that moment, and perhaps for the first time, that I would one day die, that at some point there would be nothing left of me, my mittens, my breathing, my curls, my hat. I felt that conviction for the first time. My death felt like a person standing there next to me.
from I Am, I Am, I Am: Seventeen Brushes with Death by Maggie O'Farrell
Anna B added 2mo ago