
AMORALMAN: A True Story and Other Lies

the dynamic of our relationship was similar to that of a cantankerous boxing coach and his scrappy young fighter, an analogy I most certainly inherited from Walt.
Derek DelGaudio • AMORALMAN: A True Story and Other Lies
Every time he told me he was proud of me. It was all fiction. And I believed it. Because I wanted to. Leo recognized that. He knew exactly what story I was telling myself. And he knew long before I did.
Derek DelGaudio • AMORALMAN: A True Story and Other Lies
It’s difficult to isolate any single event that conveys the enormity of his douchebaggedness.
Derek DelGaudio • AMORALMAN: A True Story and Other Lies
I had convinced myself to make the pilgrimage by giving myself outs along the way:
Derek DelGaudio • AMORALMAN: A True Story and Other Lies
Cody was an uncomfortable mask I couldn’t wait to take off. Away from the table, I avoided talking to both the players and the staff, out of fear of being exposed. I hid in the corners of the house reading books on my breaks; I avoided eye contact and small talk. Of course, that’s exactly what I did when I wasn’t Cody. I had been hiding in corners
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Sleight-of-hand refers to the practice of using fine motor skills and psychological principles to create unnatural events through seemingly natural actions.
Derek DelGaudio • AMORALMAN: A True Story and Other Lies
Rather than appreciating Grayson’s artistry, or allowing myself to simply be entertained, I spent the rest of the show focused on, dissecting, every lie he told.
Derek DelGaudio • AMORALMAN: A True Story and Other Lies
In the 1950s and ’60s, Dutch magician Fred Kaps was considered one of, if not the most, well-respected conjuror of his generation. The man was a sensational performer, a brilliant technician, an innovator, equally charming on every platform and in multiple languages. After making a name for himself in Europe and the UK, Kaps was ready to take Ameri
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Walter didn’t want to hurt his hands; he was protecting them. He wanted to be a magician.