Aishia Simmons

I'm sick of carrying, suffering for your sins

Already let you in, so why should I let you win?

You've taken everything

Lie to the children the ending was mutual

I'll shoulder all of the pain

I will not absorb your shame, it's you who put me through this

I could tell myself you've changed, do it all again, bе deluded

Nevеr get your sympathy, I don't think you're able

But I can walk out with my dignity, if I lay my truth on the table

I've become invisible, stuck here in my palace

I'm so fucking miserable in

my rabbit hole, yeah, I'm Alice

Why won't you beg, beg, beg for me?

If you want me to stay, love endlessly

If you want me to stay, want me to stay, I'll never leave you

I wanna feel held, I wanna be told I'm special and I'm unusual

I want your desire, I wanna be spoiled, I wanna be told I'm beautiful

I feel embarrassed, I feel ashamed

You're so indifferent and that's insane

Where's all your empathy for, for all my pain?

My friends all tell me you are deranged

I'm almost nearly forty, I'm just shy of five-foot-twoI'm a mum to teenage children, does that sound like fun to you?