Jackie
@4eyedgoat
Jackie
@4eyedgoat
To be a sick person is to know that you are always, simply by being alive and being unwell, someone elseâs rude awakening.
in my fatigue and pain I couldnât find the words to make myself legible to others. (And I still have not found them. This text is full of silences and vagueness and lacunae: when I write âbrain fog,â I imagine that your mind slides over the idea, unless you, too, have suffered from it.)
To become chronically ill is not only to have a disease that you have to manage, but to have a new story about yourself, a story that many people refuse to hearâbecause it is deeply unsatisfying, full of fits and starts, anger, resentment, chasms of unruly need.
âeverything I touch turns into me"
Devine Lu Linvega